ilikepecan pie ([info]ilikepecanpie) wrote,
2005-07-14 10:26:00
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shit - goin goth

I was going to write this long gushy entry about friendship lost and the bitterness of friends outgrowing friends, but instead I thot I would just say “fuck it” and move on.  But not without an angst utterance:

the heaviness

the heaviness is so familiar
it hangs in the air and seeps
into our veins
an air born disease
its starts so slow
yet we both know
where it takes hold
and
how we forget to
watch its
insidious infestation.

It wouldn't move
through our veins
if it weren't for our love
That damn thing
which has captivated us
in its terminal character

I love to die by this
disease
its lesson is in
the dulling
whereby we may forget
it makes me
feel you

for more poems of betrayal got to: catholicradical.com


 feel you


it makes me
feel you



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[info]carolynturgeon

July 14 2005, 14:50:04 UTC 6 years ago

is that yoooo in the photos, antiquey boy?

[info]ilikepecanpie

July 14 2005, 16:08:53 UTC 6 years ago

What is an antiquey boy? Maybe you shouldn't answer that - you've already taken a good part of my innocence as it is.

Most of the photos are from friends of mine from my Portland, Maine days. The balck and whites on the splash page are me when I sported hair...

[info]deanarae

July 14 2005, 16:29:35 UTC 6 years ago

You had innocence? When was this? Why wasn't I informed?!?

[info]deanarae

July 14 2005, 15:08:14 UTC 6 years ago

I suppose moving back to Boston could put a person in that state of mind. It must be strange to be there again, with everyone else gone or changed.

At least you'll always have me, Dahling! Bwah-hah-haaaaaaaaa! (At least, when I am not too boring and/or despondent to maintain proper communication.)

[info]ilikepecanpie

July 14 2005, 16:14:14 UTC 6 years ago

I guess it's the thot that counts.... and with you that's something in itself.

Boston feels more like a candy shop right now. I am moving down there permanently today (I came back to Portland for a few days).

[info]deanarae

July 14 2005, 15:09:16 UTC 6 years ago

PS If I really wanted you to hate me forever, I could share a few choice photos with [info]carolynturgeon!!!

[info]ilikepecanpie

July 14 2005, 16:15:37 UTC 6 years ago

Yeah, Wenchie? you show me yours and I'll show you mine....

[info]deanarae

July 14 2005, 16:29:01 UTC 6 years ago

Thanks, but my psychological scars are deep enough.
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